Feelings

Some things really hit me hard today. I was strong, I didn't let my family see it. My Grandma and Grandpa, Great Grandma, Cousins and My Uncle all saying bye to my kids. They will see them again in a few months, ofcourse. But it was still very sad to see. The kids are super excited about going though, and I do my best to show them that I am on board with this plan so that they hopefully feel that I am secure about it.

I can't believe how fricken hot it was today, 101 degrees while we were all having a picnic down in Lewiston. It was fine though, the kids had lots of fun and the three of us ended up having a big water fight with bottles of water. :-)

I was teaching them how to whistle the national anthem earlier today, lol, it was super cute.

My Great Grandma and I played Pinocle against my Grandma and Mom, 2 games. We got our butts kicked both times!

We took a bunch of pictures of the kids today, Ill hopefully get them edited and up online tonight!

Im going to start up Netflix again, decided I will watch a few movies, but mostly focus on some TV Series, 3 or 4 of them problably, should keep me busy while the kids are gone. There are 5 I am looking at, I want to narrow the list down to 3 or 4:
1. Grey's Anatomy
2. Dead Like Me
3. Entourage
4. The Shield
5. The Sopranos

Ill figure it out sometime this week.

My friend moved away, I feel like I was kind of short with her the last time I contacted her and I hope it didn't hurt her feelings. I wish she was here so that we could hang out and play some tennis, talk about things.

But some things just aren't meant to be I guess. :-(